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​Holy smokes it's 1.30 pm where has this day gone?

Met up with my buddy this morning and took a stroll with Rascal. Then we had some coffee and since she left all I've done is sit on the couch, updated my computer and phone to iOS 10. Wow. All I have to say is DON'T DO IT, unless you want to buy a new phone... in which case it's a great excuse. The new iOS completely fucked up my phone that has been working flawlessly for two years. As soon as it updated it became as slow as an iPhone 3G.

Wasn't planning on buying the iPhone 7 but now I might not have a choice haha.

In other news, have you seen Monday's video yet? I talk all about menstrual cups and how they work. Have you tried one? Do you like it or nah?

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Oh hello there, what's this? A blog? I didn't know I still had a blog. Apparently I do. Nice.

Yesterday marked 23 years since my birth, and I wanted to dedicate this blog post to the achievements of my 22nd year alive, and possible set some new goals for the year to come.

My last birthday was celebrated very much like this one. Some cake, some cuddles. Just the way I like it. Only difference I guess is that I woke up hungover as shit this year... But we don't have to go into that right now.

Of course I can't go through a whole year without some new tattoos. These are three of the four I got done during my 22nd year of life. Both (or all three, the flowers on my elbow as well) were made by Ellen!

I also started and ended a new job that I haven't been able to tell you guys anything about. I travelled to London, Copenhagen and Kiruna for work and got to meet some really cool people. Sadly even though the job was "cancelled" I'm not really allowed to talk about it. But it was my first times travelling by myself and I felt very grown up.

I also had my two first "meet and greets" with my former YouTube network Splay! It was great meeting the few of you who actually showed up for me hehe. I wish I could meet you more often!

...and of course we cannot forget this amazing gang that came to my meet up in London last month! It was so amazing to have a good sit down chat with people who follow me and support what I do. Thank you again for showing up!! x

Yeah a lot of cool stuff happened this year, but this is EASILY the coolest of my life. Not only did I see Mötley Crüe live for the first and sadly, last time. I also got to meet and hang out with Mick one on one before and after the show. I could never even dream of this happening so it definitely made my life. Thank you Mick for being awesome.

My 22nd year was also the "year of the magazines". I was in three magazines and on my first ever cover! As some of you know it was an interesting experience to say the least and it's a shame my cover looks nothing like me. But at least it's my body hehe. Oh and I was in the local news paper as well hehe. #famous

As for my personal life, my love and I moved into our new apartment and we became PUPPY PARENTS! How crazy is that. Rascal is now 8 months old and we've had him for 6. I can't believe this huge chubby puppy was ever this tiny. Our little snore-fart-man.

I've had two amazing shoots with the very talented Mikael Roos! I love how they both turned out and there are still some gems from this session that haven't been posted yet so stay tuned for that... ;)

What about this crazy experience?? I was in Duo RAW's music video to the song Beat My Face! It was so much fun working with them and they're the nicest people ever, even though they look scary as shit with their costumes on. ;)

It's crazy to think that I reached both 100,000 and 200,000 subscribers this year. So grateful and look forward to what's next for my little channel!

And last but not least I took a very huge step and decided to go to therapy to deal with some of my issues, which honestly changed my life. I hadn't been suffering for very long before I decided to do something about it, but one year is definitely long enough. It helped me a lot and as a part of that process I also decided to get back into sports (innebandy/floorball), that I have missed a lot since I quit almost 9 years ago now. So that has been a huge part of this year and I am very happy that it turned out this way. Not only have I gotten back into working out but have also made new awesome friends in the process.

This year for my birthday Sonny got me another Warcraft book, but also this book in the pic to the right. It's a three year "diary" with questions for you and your partner that you're supposed to answer individually. I love it so much and I can't wait to see all our answers and how they change through the years.

As for this year. The 23rd year of life. What the heck am I supposed to achieve? How am I supposed to top last year? Absolutely no idea. The opportunities are endless. Of course I would love to reach 300,000 subscribers on YouTube. I might even dare to dream of 400,000. Who knows what will happen. All I know is that I'm very very excited and I do believe that this year, just like all past years, will be the best one yet.

Thank you all for sticking with me and I hope you'll still be here next year when I level up to 24! x

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Phew. My eyes are burning from exhaustion.

Today I have cleaned, done laundry, filmed and edited a video, gone grocery shopping, made dinner and made a bunch of awesome vanilla buns. I'm ready to crash. Tomorrow I'm heading into Linköping to meet my mom for some shopping and then I have my boob doctor appointment. Hope for the best. We will be staying at a hotel in town and then Sonny and the Gang will pick me up before we head on our next adventure on Tuesday.

Hope you all had a good weekend!

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​Finally time for another video! Today I show you my summer makeup routine + current brow routine. Enjoy!

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So those 10 hours in the boat house went way faster than last year. I barely got tired at all which was a relief. :) We watched some America's Got Talent (HOW DID THE RUBIKS CUBE GUY GET CUT?!?) and the first few episodes of Scream (the series). It's a little childish but I enjoyed it! ^^

Got home, fell asleep, Sonny headed out 'cause they have a gig tonight and he won't be home until tomorrow. :(

I'm hanging out with my friend tonight but before that I need to chillax and possibly film a video. Wowo!

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​Hello again!

Just got back from running some errands. We needed to pick up some spider-killing-spray for tonight (the boat house is FULL of huuuuuuge spiders and last year I had to smack them all, which takes forever. So hopefully this spray will help). And we also got some snacks. Or a lot of snacks. Hehe... I'm excited. But not excited to stay up all night.

In other news Sonny's sister's indoor cat has run away from home. They were going to leave to go back home today (they don't live here) but one of her little cats ran away and now they are doing everything they can to find it again. Sadly there is not much to do other than wait for the little one to either find its way back or for someone else to spot it in town somewhere. Fingers crossed it comes back home soon!

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​Good morning!

Last night we went to an outdoor music quiz thingy in town with Sonny's family. It was a lot of fun! I didn't know a lot of answers since the music was so old hahah but it was fun anyway. Also had three glasses of wine so I'm a bit hungover today heh but not too bad.

Also fun fact, got my pregnant HAHA WHAT got my period yesterday so had a little "Not Pregnant"-party. One less stress in my life. I knew that there was no way for me to have gotten pregnant since I'm on birth control hahah but who knows. It happens! But not this time heh.

Today is going to suck balls. We are doing a boat guard thing tonight from 8 pm to 6 am, so we have to stay up all night in a tiny boat house filled with spiders. It sucks. I suck at staying up all night haha. Oh well, we'll watch some movies and series and shit I guess.

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What lovely weather we have today! Ugh. The sun peeks out of the clouds every now and then but it's clod as shit outside. Yesterday's run was spared rain anyway haha so that's always something. But I was so tired I felt like puking haha.

Time to get ready for fika at Sonny's grandma's place and the another run later. Wowo!

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​Had a great run today! We pushed ourselves the most we have done so far and I think it went really well for both of us. I was just below the level of my breathing issues, which is where I should be to push the boundaries of it. And of course the run ended in pouring rain as always.

I stopped on the way home to take a picture of the gorgeous rain in the sunset but you can't even see how nice it looked in my pic hahah! Boring. But at least the selfie light was bangin.

Now Sonny and I are going to watch the Purge 2 and then I'm going to fall asleep. Unless I fall asleep during the movie hehe. Gnight!

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Another morning of waking up stressed out and tired. Had a annoying dream again, this time about having loads of unannounced guests at our big luxurious house and not having cleaned and ughhh. I was just soo exhausted when I woke up. It's been like this for over a week now. I'm stressed out about everything except work, but it leaves me with zero energy left to do work! Lose lose lose.

Today I haven't really made any plans except going for a run this evening. I want to film and I hope I can gather enough energy to do so. What a boring blog post haha, "I'm tired, wä wä wä". I feel like as soon as I get my doctor's appointment over with I'll feel better and when I get my period in 2-3 days I'll feel better (there is literally no way I can be pregnant but I have "miracle pregnancy despite birth control pills" paranoia which is stressing me out too hahah).

Oh well. Enough complaining for one morning. Hope you guys have a good day!

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