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Wohoo! What a lovely day! Got the call earlier that the new apartment is ours and we'll move in either late February or March 1st! So happy. This will be my third move in about a year haha. I love moving. But I also thing this is the last move until we need a bigger place to live due to babies or something else haha. So unless something terrible happens, we'll live here for a few years! Or if we have to move for work or something but that's nothing we can foresee. :)

For those of you curious about the windows haha - they're changing them for isolation and stuff and apparently the pretty wood is a part of the window so it'll all be replaced with white. Oh well! What to do. I'm currently working on making the floor plan from memory (which I always do before moving), even though I could just email them and ask for one. But I want it now, not tomorrow! ^^

It also feels very good that we'll be able to go through all our stuff now... Or well, I get to go through all my stuff. Sonny doesn't even have any stuff to go through! Sadly I won't be able to show you guys what it looks like until we get access of it, but the wait will be worth it!

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Today I tried a little new kind of video where I bring you guys along on a pinning session on Pinterest! What do you guys think of this kind of video that's more or less all in my computer? :) Let me know! x

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Hello!

This day has not been very productive but since I've been working non-stop Friday-Saturday I don't feel to bad about it. I've watched a movie and just chillaxed. Today's video will be up in about an hour. :)

Rant ahead:

These last few days, or the past week maybe, I've been slowly but surly started to purge crap out of my life. I will talk a little more about this in a later video but one of my New Year resolutions is to get rid of EVERYTHING in my life that doesn't add something positive. I feel claustrophobic in the apartment, just knowing that there's stuff in every drawer, all kinds of crap in the basement and I just don't know what it all is. I have too much unnecessary crap.

But this little start I've done has been purely on social media. There are a lot of YouTubers I'm subscribed to 'cause I feel obligated to. There are Facebook pages I follow 'cause "I guess they're funny sometimes" but 80% of the time they make me angry and frustrated. There are Instagram accounts that bother me, and so on. I have been getting rid of these! And it might sound like a simple random thing, but it's not necessarily.

I think we cling to these kinds of things for some reason. I can't really put my finger on it, but why does it feel difficult to let go of a page or channel like this? A page that I see every single day, that brings me nothing but annoyance and frustration, and I still feel resistant to remove it from my life. Very strange.

This has given me a small understanding of people who hang around my YouTube channel despite CLEARLY disliking my content. If it bothers you so much, just get rid of it! But apparently it's not that easy. However I will never understand what makes you cross the line between being annoyed and leaving a nasty comment, rather than just walking away.

One of the pages that just piss me off is the one in the pics above. It's funny 1 time out of 5, TOPS! But all this disgusting sexist gross "man humor" makes me angry every single day. "Is she the hottest golfer? You be the judge!" NO. FUCK OFF. Trust me, she doesn't give a flying fuck what you think of her. It's just so disrespectful and I'm sick of it. There are a lot of things that are funny or "nice" on the internet that we like, but it's okay to say no to those anyway if they mix in crap like this...

Don't be afraid of just letting go!

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Phew! It's almost 9 pm and I've been working now for about 6 hours. Exhausting. It's weird 'cause I feel like I'm not really doing that much but filming and editing drains my energy every day. But it feels good afterwards! I now have 6 videos scheduled for the rest of the year. Only 5 more to go and I'll be done haha! Never ending story.

Also I'm so done with all these comments I'm getting the last few days. If you don't like my videos, don't watch them. If I end up not liking a person who's video I'm watching or a YouTuber I'm subscribed to, I'd just click away the video or unsubscribe! I would NEVER choose to leave a nasty comment and stay subscribed to this person. Do people like torturing themselves? Haha! I don't get it. But anyway, I appreciate all the positivity I get, love it. You guys are awesome and I hope that you'll stick with me next year as well! xx

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Woke up to THIS blog post on Tattoodo about 'The Dark Side of Tattooed Women' and I don't even know what to say. I mean of course, just 'cause they used my picture doesn't mean that they know my life story, but how can they write stuff like this? The way it's written it suggests that the majority of tattooed women are at suicide risk.

"Women with four or more tattoos were the group that showed us the only two interesting connections: they had a much higher suicide attempt history, and paradoxically, it was this same group 鈥 and the only group 鈥 that showed an increased level of self-esteem."

Should I be on suicide watch? I don't know. I don't think I'm in the risk zone haha... What about men with tattoos? Are they suicidal as well? Hm. Strange. Of course, getting tattoos are a great way of dealing with a loss or with something else major in your life. At least for some people! It's like therapy. But I just didn't like the tone of the post where they basically lumped us all together.

鈥婣lso, sourcing a picture to 'Tumblr' is like using 'Google' as a reference for a paper... -_-

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