What lovely weather we have today! Ugh. The sun peeks out of the clouds every now and then but it's clod as shit outside. Yesterday's run was spared rain anyway haha so that's always something. But I was so tired I felt like puking haha.
Time to get ready for fika at Sonny's grandma's place and the another run later. Wowo!
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Had a great run today! We pushed ourselves the most we have done so far and I think it went really well for both of us. I was just below the level of my breathing issues, which is where I should be to push the boundaries of it. And of course the run ended in pouring rain as always.
I stopped on the way home to take a picture of the gorgeous rain in the sunset but you can't even see how nice it looked in my pic hahah! Boring. But at least the selfie light was bangin.
Now Sonny and I are going to watch the Purge 2 and then I'm going to fall asleep. Unless I fall asleep during the movie hehe. Gnight!
Another morning of waking up stressed out and tired. Had a annoying dream again, this time about having loads of unannounced guests at our big luxurious house and not having cleaned and ughhh. I was just soo exhausted when I woke up. It's been like this for over a week now. I'm stressed out about everything except work, but it leaves me with zero energy left to do work! Lose lose lose.
Today I haven't really made any plans except going for a run this evening. I want to film and I hope I can gather enough energy to do so. What a boring blog post haha, "I'm tired, wä wä wä". I feel like as soon as I get my doctor's appointment over with I'll feel better and when I get my period in 2-3 days I'll feel better (there is literally no way I can be pregnant but I have "miracle pregnancy despite birth control pills" paranoia which is stressing me out too hahah).
Oh well. Enough complaining for one morning. Hope you guys have a good day!
Today's video is up and it's a... special lookbook with Sonny haha!
It's Friday, I just had a shower and did my makeup. I've recently started with the no poo method as I have mentioned and it really sucks to wash your hair and have it be oily anyway as soon as you get out of the shower... I really hate not feeling clean. But oh well, it will take a few washes and then my hair will get used to the new stuff.
I also dreamt all night that I had breast cancer. Or well, it wasn't really a long dream, I just noticed my breast looking terrible and in all ways last night's YouTube:ing showed me was warning signs and then the rest of the dream was just me crying haha. Fun dream!
We are now going to have lunch, then I really need to film but I have no idea what. Ugh... Hopefully I come up with something. None of the hauls I need to do feel that fun 'cause I'm SO SICK OF BORING HAUL VIDEOS. If I don't see another on for the rest of my life I won't suffer.